i've had this at the back of my mind for a while now, it's been really hard for me to tell how i actually feel. i'm so unsure of everything plus i don't wanna rush things because, i genuinely definitely don't think i deserve such a person like you. you're so beautiful and everything, while i'm just barely average. if you were to meet me in person you probably won't even look at me for three seconds. i'm ready to give you everything i have but it's literally barely anything, i really don't have much to offer. this is why i'm scared to initiate anything becaue i don't wanna lose this very moment, i really love what we have rn. but sometimes i feel like i'm making you feel i don't care about you that much even though i do it's just kinda hard for me to show that because i'm afraid. i appreciate everything you do for me so much and i feel like i'm not giving that back. you are sooo perfect that i feel guilty for not doing everything i can for you. but making you feel happy or anything better brings me so much happiness. i don't even know how to wrap this up. i guess, i just wanted to tell you that, you're everything and i'm barely anything. i really do love you, angie.